I know it’s in you. I know you can feel it, that itch to do what you once loved, so do it.
Everything, all of the stress related to our relationship, the uncertainty about what we actually were from day-to-day, if Josh was going to leave that day or not, was quickly taking it’s toll on my mental health and I quickly spiraled back into those suicidal thoughts. I was admitted to another mental health unit trying to deal with everything flashing through my mind. I had no control anymore.